this is my #100th post. and I dont feel like celebrating.

i cant sleep. its 2.47am

I keep on thinking about Cibs & Puuns. I know i should try not to.

but I cant really.

less than 24hours ago he (Ciibs) was still alive.

less than 20hours ago he slept beside me. snuggled himself to my neck.

i miss the smelly smell of Cibs.

wait, smelly cane pon.. bau dia macam susu.

bulu dia lebat je. comel. macam hamster.

I WANT YOU BACK

btw, Cubii is sick too. sakit teruk jugak.

Doc said nyawa dia pon dalam bahaya. Myra & I baru kasi dia ubat td.

T_T

Cubiii.. Please, be the one that will stay.

Cibs died at 10.55pm

on my tummy.

I'm sorry :(

I am so...

soo sorry.

I love you

lately, i want so many things.

however,

"want" and "will" seem to be so far away from each other.

now i dont give a shit. blackberry can go die. i dont crave for you anymore.

I also have no more intentions on buying those maxi dress i found in blogshop.

guitarhero punya guitar pon lantak pi la. if my bro nak beli then good for both of us. haha

tapi. nak 1 bende je boleh?

satuuuu je.

only one.

and all i want is for Cbs to be alive, healthy and grow up to be some kind of a badass playboy cat.

hero kampung datuk keramat. yang ditakuti oleh banyak kucing jantan lain.

dan digilai kucing-kucing betina gersang dekat sini.

boleh berkawan dengan satu lagi kucing yang sering melawat rumah kami, QB.

I even promised him cute, fluffy wives (or sisters & brothers)

and a nice home.

His sister, Pns, failed to see how the world looks like.. I'm going to miss Pns. It was my fault for not sending you to the vet.

Now, Cbs is weak. Doc said his chance to survive is low. So.. yeah.

Sucks.

This is one reason why, I dont think I can ever bela anything. And sort of regret trying to now. But tak leh givap bak kata kawan-kawan.

Kehilangan itu sesuatu yang pedih dan sakit.

Tak boleh patah balik macam dalam Sims 3. Tak boleh jugak nak mintak sapa2 tolong ress and roh itu jugak tak boleh nak cari badan dan revive diri sendiri.

Ni bukan mcm WoW.

Pet mati boleh panggey balik.

So. sucks bukan?

Semoga Cbs kembali sihat untuk menjadi teman hiburan buat saya dan family saya.

Dan juga menjadi part of the family. (ni pon kene mintak mama jangan takut kucing dah la)

Amin.

I met Dhini for her Deepavali Open House, shes an old close friend of mine.

We were very very close back then when I was like 7 sampai form four.

She told me the one thing she remember the most about me.

"Elyn, bila u balik je dari sekolah, u mesti duduk2 atas tangga before masuk rumah. Sebab tengah tahan kencing"

....

(err..i guess i still have that perangai buruk up till now)

esp when when I got home late and I need to kunci the pagar.. (ok this is kinda embarassing)

uhh..I have to pura2 do something with my shoes sebab tengah saiko diri jangan terkencing dpn rumah. Then when everything is under control baru boleh sambung kunci pagar.

p/s time saiko diri tu seksa okay.

jalan jalan petite lass di the curve

belakang tu impian kami. kedai sendiri. hahaha

copeland rawks.

btw,

today i spent my time watching reality shows (macam biasa).

2 latest #survivor samoa episodes

1 latest episode of #antm

1 #projectrunway 6

and ive been playing #thesims3 since yesterday. i guess this would be my latest addiction.

jaga-ing sims can be agak challenging, esp when they want so many damn thing and I have to fulfill most of them in order to make them happy

cos unhappy sims = unhappy me

pffts.

sbb terlalu mendedahkan diri dgn "barang2" dalam badan

sometimes, when we're mad

its best not to blog em up.

or put them on your ym status

or worse, blog about it and put it on your ym/facebook status

:)

today i mimpi :

i was searching for a way back home. lalu celah2 batu. time tengah sesat-sesat, i saw someone walking towards this path, so i followed him (since he probably tau the way back?) and reached to this huge hole.

surprisingly, that hole was actually 'the entrance' to my study room area, where I can see my pc balek and all.

tibe-tibe, theres this cat, a talking cat, masuk the hole and duduk kat study room ni. and I thought of having her in a show blablabla (sbb kucing cakap kan? rare x)

den suddenly the two kittens (yang i bela skrang ni) mengiau.

that cat heard them and she picked one of them and baling jauh to this spot near my pc. i almost cried. pissed off gile babi. and halau the cat to go away. i said "i dont need u anymore for some shows ke ape. bla bla kau dari sini" .. (well something like that)

then she tried to pick the other kitten, but I cpt2 tangkap.

and finally, berjaya halau the cat keluar. i checked on the first kitten and kene baling tadi...kepala dia berdarah. and dia dah mati.

menyesal gila.

then terbangun. and lekas2 tgk kitten kot2 tu hint ape2 ke..

nasib baik dua-dua still ok.

Dear Patrick, I hope you didnt dress up as a Jedi when u gave her this love letter.

and this one..well, might take ages to finish this up. good luck

(p/s dearest = a picture of deer + est)

Do u remember your puppy love(s)?

Well I still do.

When I was in highschool, I hung out with my friends here and there. They were all very pretty inside out. (and they didnt realised that) pffts. gila low profile :P like I said, pretty inside out. tak pernah ade kawan yang perasan cantik. ahhaa. I know I had some awesome friends back then :D (and now as well XD lucky me)

Some guys would ask me their numbers (and I wont be that poyo not to admit that I had that too)

and this particular friend, shes like on top of everyone. very cute, outgoing, says what she thinks, which makes her very likeable or the other way round. but if u really know her, shes someone who you can always count on. and if u walk with her, you can see people staring mcm tak penah nampak orang. memang sangat comel :) - even I had some weird dreams involving her. which, scares the shit out of me sometimes sebab.. u know lah.. i might be.. lesbian yang tak sedar2 diri lagi? Ish ish ish.

one day. a group of us went to this place to eat, and meet up with some guy friends (lol)

the guys introduced to us someone new.

i thought he was good looking and mysterious :D

and

few days later,

i heard he asked about me.

that was kind of, rare.

because, at that time, I cant remember the last time someone or anyone looked at me and her

and chose me.

(so we dated. for awhile. Hahaha)

and btw, I still have this weird dreams of that girl friend of mine.

scary.

thank God I still think Draco's hot! and Milo's drop dead gorgeous.

message of the day:

never let yourself down by thinking that you wont ever meet someone. cos you will. that time will come. it could be someone new, someone uve known for years, or even someone you hate.

that is when, that guy notice you. and no one else. (even when they put Jessica Alba besides you)

Heya. I found this in Syaza Liyana's blog. :) Sorry babe, I cilok jap eh? XD Oh yes, I am not single as well ><

Dear Blog.

Its 4.30am and I am lonely.

I feel lonely probably because no one is really awake at this time (Duh, its 4.30 Ellina, what do u expect?) and no one for me to bother while doing work.

thats why I'm bothering you Blog.

ok bye.

have you any wool?

Sucks.

You see, I've been a huge #SweetValley (sorry for the # thingy -its a twitter thing) fan ever since I was little. Currently, I'm reading SV Senior Yeah - which is considered to be my FAV. edition ever because of the existence of Conner McDermott in the book. And what makes me even more addicted to SV Senior Year is that this Conner guy (besides being the 2nd Draco Malfoy-ish in personality - which i totally DIG) is that. he's Elizabeth Wakefield's guy.

and Ive always. loved Elizabeth.

they are perfect for each other. its like a love/hate relationship where there are too many ups and downs yet in the end - they still need one another.

What really bothers me now is that - how long can they lasts? Roller Coaster relationship is risky.

I'm actually worried of them. So i stopped reading for now. (well i cheated abit la. I read through the following books sebab tak puas hati)

and

Its time.

to make my own Liz/McD awesome storyline!

berangan sebelum tidur.

and tomorrow i'll face the real misery back bile dah sambung bace. :)

good night everyone!

and good luck to my dear brother, Faliq . today is his first day menghadapi #PMR. You can do it!!

baru lepas tgk Definitely Maybe.

and yes, as I mentioned in twitter, its one of the sweetest movie ever. Definitely in my top ten Romance Movies alongside The Proposal, Two Weeks Notice, What happens In Las Vegas, Love Actually, and many many more.

haish. i'm always a sucker for romance movies.

a sucker. and a tearsdropper.

yes. crying at 4.50am isnt really that normal kan? tula elin. sape suruh tgk pagi-pagi buta.

dah la hang suka memikir. karang tdo lagi lambat sebab asyik pikir tak sudah.

anyways.

based from the movie..

i guess April made a point.

"its not WHO. its WHEN"

WHEN a guy/ a girl feel that Its time to settle down. To get married. To have a child etc, the automatically, the person that the guy/girl is dating at that moment turn out to be the.. soulmate.

that kinda make sense. kan?

or not.

ah. ape2 pon. cite ni awesome! ade three girls (yang jadi the soulmate in here) :D and its hard to guess who turn out to be the "it" girl. not until the very end.

I was this close to hate this movie.

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thank god for the twist

do watch and it'll be your fav too, Definitely!

Maybe?

:D

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