sour mix

lately, i want so many things.

however,

"want" and "will" seem to be so far away from each other.

now i dont give a shit. blackberry can go die. i dont crave for you anymore.

I also have no more intentions on buying those maxi dress i found in blogshop.

guitarhero punya guitar pon lantak pi la. if my bro nak beli then good for both of us. haha

tapi. nak 1 bende je boleh?

satuuuu je.

only one.

and all i want is for Cbs to be alive, healthy and grow up to be some kind of a badass playboy cat.

hero kampung datuk keramat. yang ditakuti oleh banyak kucing jantan lain.

dan digilai kucing-kucing betina gersang dekat sini.

boleh berkawan dengan satu lagi kucing yang sering melawat rumah kami, QB.

I even promised him cute, fluffy wives (or sisters & brothers)

and a nice home.

His sister, Pns, failed to see how the world looks like.. I'm going to miss Pns. It was my fault for not sending you to the vet.

Now, Cbs is weak. Doc said his chance to survive is low. So.. yeah.

Sucks.

This is one reason why, I dont think I can ever bela anything. And sort of regret trying to now. But tak leh givap bak kata kawan-kawan.

Kehilangan itu sesuatu yang pedih dan sakit.

Tak boleh patah balik macam dalam Sims 3. Tak boleh jugak nak mintak sapa2 tolong ress and roh itu jugak tak boleh nak cari badan dan revive diri sendiri.

Ni bukan mcm WoW.

Pet mati boleh panggey balik.

So. sucks bukan?

Semoga Cbs kembali sihat untuk menjadi teman hiburan buat saya dan family saya.

Dan juga menjadi part of the family. (ni pon kene mintak mama jangan takut kucing dah la)

Amin.